The stork is MIA!!!!

He's missing in action. What the heck is going on??? Usually by now we hear multiple cut off dates and where the stork has landed. Spain usually brings a glimmer of hope, but natta this month. I am going absolutlely insane waiting to see if we actually made the cut off. Rumor has it that the cut off date is Sep 7. Our LID is Sep 7 so I am extremely nervous to say the least. Our agency sent an email saying the were "confiedent" that we would see our referral by the end of the week, but we all know nothing is written in stone. I have been bouncing off the walls and CANNOT relax. I looked at Kirk last night and being a guys - he's lying on the couch cool as a cucumber watching TV. I asked him to teach me how to be calm and he just laughed. If you knew me..........

I was thinking about going to the hospital and asking for some morophine to knock me out till Friday. Hey, don't you think this is a good excuse for drugs????

Well its taking me a couple mintues to type this up which means its been a couple mintues since being on RQ hitting refresh.

ta ta for now - will post later if a glimmer "anything" surfaces in cyberspace